Sunday, March 27, 2005

@ 11:55 PM

BORRRINGGG EXAMSS COMING!!!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

@ 1:30 AM

"Stupid ernie, come so late again, always make me wait for him." I took out my laptop and started doing my project while waiting for my partner to arrive. Everything was terribly wrong that morning, my toothbrush broke, I broke my glass, the bus broke down on the way to school and now, ernie is late. I didn't know if it was my unlucky day but if there's one thing thats going to happen, it'll be what's going to happen next.
"Hey Jude, why do I always see you appear in this canteen?"
"So that I'm able to spot you? haha how are u lately?"
"I'm fine, rushing my project and stuff you?" She look at me with those eyes that never failed to captivate me.
"Same here, by the way, did you change your number? can't seem to get you always."
"Yeah, I lost my phone afew times so... haha anyway it's 86862110091. Anyway, gotto go contact me me soon ya."
"Okay bye take care."
I edited her number on my phone and while i was pressing, i happen to hear the last part of the song "an jing" that was playing in the canteen....

Jude took up his pager and saw those words that he wished no one in this world ever had created it. "Sorry Jude.. I know you are a good guy.. but I'm really not ready to go into a relationship right now sorry."

Thunder struck lightning flashed. Jude dropped the pager on the floor. He just sat on his bedside and couldn't move nor breath properly. Just these few words and it was the first time in his life that he ever felt so helpless... so despair. He didn't know how long did he sat there but he couldn't be bothered, any slightest movement sting him in the heart. That night, Jude wasn't able to sleep.

The next day, Jude wasn't able to be himself in school at all. He just sat there the whole day only leaving his sit to use the washroom. On his way back, he kept seeing those words in his head and kept thinking what went wrong. He then thought of a song...."sekai ga owaru made wa."

That night, he didn't went online or did he make any phonecall to her. He wasn't ready to accept that fact. It was already 2am but Jude still wasn't able to get to sleep. Just then, his pager rang, there was a voice message. He didn't know who was it but was praying hard that it was Chloe. He called to the operater and check for the voice message.... true enough, it was Chloe.

"Hey Jude, don't be afraid, it took me long to come up with this message... I'm sorry for what I said yesterday... I know it must have hurt you, but... here... I decided to take back what i said last night and give us another chance.... hope you will make use of it and we may be together."

Jude couldn't believe what he heard and kept relistening the message. He was happy now that Chloe gave him a chance. a chance he longed for. Though not together yet, but he knew he was not far from it....

To be continued...

Monday, March 14, 2005

@ 6:49 PM

ok today went to sch at 1020.... suppose to meet perry at 10... but o well he reached at 11.10 !!!! PERRY !!!!! wake up your idea! anyway we handed in our nsa report and the proceeded to jp sueol garden for lunch, haha its Wendy's bursday today and ya also one of the last few times the ponies will gather for lunch coz of attachments and stuff... so sad... so fast 2 years gone le... :'(

Sunday, March 13, 2005

@ 3:01 AM

today today today went to watch hitch with ml.. lolx inspired me alot with the idioms.... anyway erm yeah had dinner with some uncle aunty and ya realised my family is very sheng chang bu lou~ but dunno y i so poor... zzzzz.

The two chatted more frequently after that meeting and would even chat over the phone for long hours every night. Their conversations are nothing special or constructive but it was like a drug to Jude that he needed a dose everyday. Jude found himself in love with this girl of his life, he wanted to let Chloe know how he feels about her and whether she feel the same way...
Being reckless and young, Jude paged Chloe leaving a message telling her that he liked her and wanted to know whether she could be the first girlfriend in his life...... It seems like eternity before Chloe replied. Jude felt that that he was living on earth for as long as it exist. He tossed and turned on his bed thinking whether he was stupid to paged her that message. Then, the moment of truth... the loud ringing from his pager brought him backed to earth, he picked up the pager and stared at it for wat seems forever... he pressed the button.......

To be continued...

Saturday, March 12, 2005

@ 3:37 AM

rush to school for ipt presentation today... suppose to me the peeps at 9 but i woke up at 845.... anyway i tink our SAM machine not so bad, all thanx to shihui doing most or rather all of the coding... hmmm xin ku ni le ~ later on we had NSA presentation... i tot it was rather brief and not so well presented...partly becoz TBK was rushing for time and we are not very prepared. anyway nuthing much to add le still left bsd not done. lalalalala.

I decided to stop my story about Jude and Chloe unless you people wanna noe wats gonna happen nxt. Haha if not then nvm i will end the story in my nxt entry. so u vote u decide, lolx ~

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

@ 11:08 PM

"This is Chloe" "Erm.. Hi, I'm Jude,eh... nice to.,, meet u girls.." the girls giggled and walked ahead. Being in the boy's school for the past 8 years (preprimary-sec2) made Jude a shy person whenever he sees a girl, but this day, was his turning point.
The group went to buy the move tickets and then walked around the shopping mall for about 15 mintues. During this time, Jude kept stealing glimpses of Chloe and had a strong urge to talk to her. However, she was busy talking to Melissa throughout the walk leaving Jude no chance and just followed the group behind.
In the cinema, Jude sat directly away from Chloe. He wasn't able to fully concentrate on the show as he occosionally stole a few glance of Chloe. She was an angel. The movie they watched was a love story, about a Korean Guy falling in love with a Chinese woman while studying in the states. they were seperated when the korean guy had to go back to korea to settle his family problems. They lost contact after that. For 5 long years, the 2 did not give up finding each other. However, time waits for no men. The two was turning old and had each found their the other half and evantually got married. 20 years later, at a nearby cafeteria, the 2 finally met in a coincidence and was real happy to see each other. They chat for the whole afternoon and then realised that all these years, they were just living 2 blocks away from one another. Was it fate to blame or they were never meant to be together? no one knows.
After watching the show, Jude learn a very precious lesson, somethings in life may only have a chance, treasure it. It was already near midnight when the show ended, the group slowly bid their goodbyes and headed for home.
Was God answering the prayers of Jude? Jude and Chloe were going to take a bus from the same direction and they walked together. Along the small walk to the bustop, the 2 kept quiet and Jude was walking behind Chloe. Although able to only see her back, he was hoping that the time will just stop now and let this be an endless road. The 2 stood quietly at the bus stop back facing each other. Jude wanted to tell Chloe so much that he was that Jude that she chat with every night. But the words just couldn't come out of his mouth. Just then, he remembered everything about the movie and decided to pluck up his courage and tell her. "hey, Chloe.... I..."
"Oh sorry, Jude, my bus is here, I'm leaving first~" "oh okay. byebye" Jude was angry with himself and cursing why he didn't open his lazy mouth. Just then, a miracle happened. Something small but significant for Jude. "Hey Jude~, see ya online tonight, we'll chat again~"

Jude stood there and stone for like a million decades.. *So, she know's I'm the Jude she chat with every night!" Jude nod his head and see Chloe got on the bus.....

To be continued~

@ 10:33 PM

hmmm for the 3rd time i went for OM lecture... was sleeping there n the stupid lectuerer ask me go home lolx dun suffer there but lolx wat the heck la~ played bball with the 04 peeps and ahboy from 3-830... now leg super tired~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dunno tml can wake up go lecture anot lolx

anyway today's story longer abit so i put in nxt post

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

@ 10:44 PM

had hrm presentation today, tot it was pretty good haha boss wearing this super BRIGHT GREEN polo tee muahaha so corny :X oops haha erm 1 down 3 to go... friday got 2... dunno can make it anotz... i mean my team coz both also they bao lolx i bao the nxt week 1 with perry ~ lala.

My mind just can't stop thinking about the presentation i just presented everything was in a mess. Am I able to score? Did I disappoint my team? haiz... The lift stop on the ground floor and everyone was rushing out of it. I was the last to exit the lift and right at that moment, a familiar yet distinct feeling rush through me.. I felt some1, some1 important. "Hi, going back already?" I was too shocked to reply back straight, just yesterday, this girl has been in my mind and now I'm seeing her again after such a long time. "eh.. well.. ya lesson ended.. erm.. u?" "I'm going to my class now, well see u again." she answered and walked into the lift. I stood there for a moment and then collected back my feelings and walked to the busstop.

5 years ago... As usual, the boy would just wait in the chatroom for her to come online. Conversations with her are never boring and every word spark the little light of the boy's life. It may sound naive that he's only seen her through her picture but then he knew that he was already captivated by her beauty. Was it fate that brought this 2 lonely souls together or was it a misfortune for the boy to know her?

"Hey zong, I've heard you know many people from XX school, do you happen to know a girl by the name of Chloe?" the boy asked. "Of course. she's my classmate during primary school. why do you ask?" "erm well, it's nothing. I just happen to chat with her over the net and ya so I thought you might know who she is." "Oh ok. Well she's a troublesome girl. anyway don't forget our meeting tonight. I'm calling some of my fren's from XX school hehe, don't be late." "Okok."

That night , the boy reluctantly went out to meet his buddy zong as he knew he wasn't able to chat with Chloe that day. "Hey Jude, what happen to you, why so late then come?" "Erm.. so sorry i got caught in the jam. So... those are your frds?" "Yeah, come let me introduce, this is Melissa, Shirleen, limei and this is....." *Chloe* that name came straight into the boys mind. He didn't have to let Zong introduce. One look at her and he knew that it was her... She was wearing a white top and a pink skirt. She wasn't really a gorgeous girl nor is she a rare beauty, but to the boy, she was his princess, a princess so beautiful that had been captivating him for weeks. those pair of beautiful eyes that can make all soldiers fall on sight. The not-so-long silky hair filled with the smell of flowers. The boy found himself on cloud nine....
To Be Continued...

Monday, March 07, 2005

@ 6:53 PM

had Human com presentation today everything was kinda fine i hope~ had lunch with the peeps at SIM and studied BE at library. lolx was sleeping more then studying then in the cannot take it liao go play bball haha :X oh my was so sweaty when taking the test. now back home so tired but still got hrm to do arghhh. anyway thanx to janice jiaying and oma for the present although i dunno wat isit yet~ :)

feeling the water droplets landing on my face, bits and pieces of memories began to form in my head~ the time seem to stop and memories of the past begin to haunt me again..... IT was 5 years ago when the boy was still 14, an age that all teenagers have to go through, the age where curiosity begins~ coming back from school everyday seems to be a chore as the boy has to spent at least an hour and half to get home~ this became a routine and the boy doesn't have much frens.... The boy started chatting over the net and find "frens" that lead the same as life as him, lonely, sad and despair. But 1 day, the boy happen to chat with a girl, a girl who's school was beside his school, a girl who loves singing, a girl who's gonna change his life.....

To be continued...

@ 1:28 AM

Hmm i have a very sudden urge to note this down not becoz i have nothing better to do but im really need a breather from my current workload, and this has something to do with almost everyone who's gonna read my blog.

have u take a min to realise that everytime when it is near project due date or exams, everyone's nick will tend to be the same? It is either dun take me for granted, or give me a break. can 2 very good frds become enemies over a project? its up to u to decide.

I look into her eyes and felt a tingling sensation in my heart, the words she spoke filled the air with a melodious voice who's power can rock the determination of any warrior. oh how art thee suppose to notice me~

Sunday, March 06, 2005

@ 10:41 PM

everything seems so wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong... it takes mths to accept a person for who he is but only a min to hate him. i learn dat a long time ago but just can't help falling for the same mistake. projects, schoolwork, people, camps, i couldn't seem to manage them well. putting on a mask is difficult, putting on some1 else's mask is even worse. time waits for no man, the wheel spins as the will do. life is full of ups and downs. why does 1 remorse more then they remember the happy stuff.

i couldn't help staring at her from a corner looking at her smile. the smile which makes my heart melts, the sweetest thing any man can long for. a day without her sight makes me feel like a thousand thorns beneath my skin, a smoker without weed, a drunk without a drink.

hmm dun mind this post sorry for the crap.

Saturday, March 05, 2005

@ 5:24 PM

eheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh doing human com now... :P fullstop

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

@ 3:09 AM

hmm haven been posting for almost a week. many tings happened good and bad but i'll not elaborate any. If I've offended any1 some how or another I'm sorry. But I'll not stop telling people that I'm cute becoz I really am so forget that tought :) especially MISS yeti NG! and MR CAI ! and MEL!!!!

Hmmm some pointers friday was talentquest, something bad happened. Saturday was Captain's ball and event day for eden and also KTV with marcus and ml. Bad in the morning fun in the afternoon crappy in the night. Something real freaking bad happened and I'm so pissed with everyone in my house. Never got this angry ever in my life. Sunday.... went to sch to do some idare stuff and had dinner with the peeps at westmall ~

hmm today human com as usual boring after class... something bad happened again and im wondering whether isit my fault again.. haiz seems like bad tings come 1 after another.
Exams are coming, projects are dueing, Army is coming, Life is so boring~ but fret not Benedict will make everyone's life interesting.

zzz wat kinda post is this lolx

Sunday, March 27, 2005

@ 11:55 PM

BORRRINGGG EXAMSS COMING!!!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

@ 1:30 AM

"Stupid ernie, come so late again, always make me wait for him." I took out my laptop and started doing my project while waiting for my partner to arrive. Everything was terribly wrong that morning, my toothbrush broke, I broke my glass, the bus broke down on the way to school and now, ernie is late. I didn't know if it was my unlucky day but if there's one thing thats going to happen, it'll be what's going to happen next.
"Hey Jude, why do I always see you appear in this canteen?"
"So that I'm able to spot you? haha how are u lately?"
"I'm fine, rushing my project and stuff you?" She look at me with those eyes that never failed to captivate me.
"Same here, by the way, did you change your number? can't seem to get you always."
"Yeah, I lost my phone afew times so... haha anyway it's 86862110091. Anyway, gotto go contact me me soon ya."
"Okay bye take care."
I edited her number on my phone and while i was pressing, i happen to hear the last part of the song "an jing" that was playing in the canteen....

Jude took up his pager and saw those words that he wished no one in this world ever had created it. "Sorry Jude.. I know you are a good guy.. but I'm really not ready to go into a relationship right now sorry."

Thunder struck lightning flashed. Jude dropped the pager on the floor. He just sat on his bedside and couldn't move nor breath properly. Just these few words and it was the first time in his life that he ever felt so helpless... so despair. He didn't know how long did he sat there but he couldn't be bothered, any slightest movement sting him in the heart. That night, Jude wasn't able to sleep.

The next day, Jude wasn't able to be himself in school at all. He just sat there the whole day only leaving his sit to use the washroom. On his way back, he kept seeing those words in his head and kept thinking what went wrong. He then thought of a song...."sekai ga owaru made wa."

That night, he didn't went online or did he make any phonecall to her. He wasn't ready to accept that fact. It was already 2am but Jude still wasn't able to get to sleep. Just then, his pager rang, there was a voice message. He didn't know who was it but was praying hard that it was Chloe. He called to the operater and check for the voice message.... true enough, it was Chloe.

"Hey Jude, don't be afraid, it took me long to come up with this message... I'm sorry for what I said yesterday... I know it must have hurt you, but... here... I decided to take back what i said last night and give us another chance.... hope you will make use of it and we may be together."

Jude couldn't believe what he heard and kept relistening the message. He was happy now that Chloe gave him a chance. a chance he longed for. Though not together yet, but he knew he was not far from it....

To be continued...

Monday, March 14, 2005

@ 6:49 PM

ok today went to sch at 1020.... suppose to meet perry at 10... but o well he reached at 11.10 !!!! PERRY !!!!! wake up your idea! anyway we handed in our nsa report and the proceeded to jp sueol garden for lunch, haha its Wendy's bursday today and ya also one of the last few times the ponies will gather for lunch coz of attachments and stuff... so sad... so fast 2 years gone le... :'(

Sunday, March 13, 2005

@ 3:01 AM

today today today went to watch hitch with ml.. lolx inspired me alot with the idioms.... anyway erm yeah had dinner with some uncle aunty and ya realised my family is very sheng chang bu lou~ but dunno y i so poor... zzzzz.

The two chatted more frequently after that meeting and would even chat over the phone for long hours every night. Their conversations are nothing special or constructive but it was like a drug to Jude that he needed a dose everyday. Jude found himself in love with this girl of his life, he wanted to let Chloe know how he feels about her and whether she feel the same way...
Being reckless and young, Jude paged Chloe leaving a message telling her that he liked her and wanted to know whether she could be the first girlfriend in his life...... It seems like eternity before Chloe replied. Jude felt that that he was living on earth for as long as it exist. He tossed and turned on his bed thinking whether he was stupid to paged her that message. Then, the moment of truth... the loud ringing from his pager brought him backed to earth, he picked up the pager and stared at it for wat seems forever... he pressed the button.......

To be continued...

Saturday, March 12, 2005

@ 3:37 AM

rush to school for ipt presentation today... suppose to me the peeps at 9 but i woke up at 845.... anyway i tink our SAM machine not so bad, all thanx to shihui doing most or rather all of the coding... hmmm xin ku ni le ~ later on we had NSA presentation... i tot it was rather brief and not so well presented...partly becoz TBK was rushing for time and we are not very prepared. anyway nuthing much to add le still left bsd not done. lalalalala.

I decided to stop my story about Jude and Chloe unless you people wanna noe wats gonna happen nxt. Haha if not then nvm i will end the story in my nxt entry. so u vote u decide, lolx ~

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

@ 11:08 PM

"This is Chloe" "Erm.. Hi, I'm Jude,eh... nice to.,, meet u girls.." the girls giggled and walked ahead. Being in the boy's school for the past 8 years (preprimary-sec2) made Jude a shy person whenever he sees a girl, but this day, was his turning point.
The group went to buy the move tickets and then walked around the shopping mall for about 15 mintues. During this time, Jude kept stealing glimpses of Chloe and had a strong urge to talk to her. However, she was busy talking to Melissa throughout the walk leaving Jude no chance and just followed the group behind.
In the cinema, Jude sat directly away from Chloe. He wasn't able to fully concentrate on the show as he occosionally stole a few glance of Chloe. She was an angel. The movie they watched was a love story, about a Korean Guy falling in love with a Chinese woman while studying in the states. they were seperated when the korean guy had to go back to korea to settle his family problems. They lost contact after that. For 5 long years, the 2 did not give up finding each other. However, time waits for no men. The two was turning old and had each found their the other half and evantually got married. 20 years later, at a nearby cafeteria, the 2 finally met in a coincidence and was real happy to see each other. They chat for the whole afternoon and then realised that all these years, they were just living 2 blocks away from one another. Was it fate to blame or they were never meant to be together? no one knows.
After watching the show, Jude learn a very precious lesson, somethings in life may only have a chance, treasure it. It was already near midnight when the show ended, the group slowly bid their goodbyes and headed for home.
Was God answering the prayers of Jude? Jude and Chloe were going to take a bus from the same direction and they walked together. Along the small walk to the bustop, the 2 kept quiet and Jude was walking behind Chloe. Although able to only see her back, he was hoping that the time will just stop now and let this be an endless road. The 2 stood quietly at the bus stop back facing each other. Jude wanted to tell Chloe so much that he was that Jude that she chat with every night. But the words just couldn't come out of his mouth. Just then, he remembered everything about the movie and decided to pluck up his courage and tell her. "hey, Chloe.... I..."
"Oh sorry, Jude, my bus is here, I'm leaving first~" "oh okay. byebye" Jude was angry with himself and cursing why he didn't open his lazy mouth. Just then, a miracle happened. Something small but significant for Jude. "Hey Jude~, see ya online tonight, we'll chat again~"

Jude stood there and stone for like a million decades.. *So, she know's I'm the Jude she chat with every night!" Jude nod his head and see Chloe got on the bus.....

To be continued~

@ 10:33 PM

hmmm for the 3rd time i went for OM lecture... was sleeping there n the stupid lectuerer ask me go home lolx dun suffer there but lolx wat the heck la~ played bball with the 04 peeps and ahboy from 3-830... now leg super tired~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dunno tml can wake up go lecture anot lolx

anyway today's story longer abit so i put in nxt post

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

@ 10:44 PM

had hrm presentation today, tot it was pretty good haha boss wearing this super BRIGHT GREEN polo tee muahaha so corny :X oops haha erm 1 down 3 to go... friday got 2... dunno can make it anotz... i mean my team coz both also they bao lolx i bao the nxt week 1 with perry ~ lala.

My mind just can't stop thinking about the presentation i just presented everything was in a mess. Am I able to score? Did I disappoint my team? haiz... The lift stop on the ground floor and everyone was rushing out of it. I was the last to exit the lift and right at that moment, a familiar yet distinct feeling rush through me.. I felt some1, some1 important. "Hi, going back already?" I was too shocked to reply back straight, just yesterday, this girl has been in my mind and now I'm seeing her again after such a long time. "eh.. well.. ya lesson ended.. erm.. u?" "I'm going to my class now, well see u again." she answered and walked into the lift. I stood there for a moment and then collected back my feelings and walked to the busstop.

5 years ago... As usual, the boy would just wait in the chatroom for her to come online. Conversations with her are never boring and every word spark the little light of the boy's life. It may sound naive that he's only seen her through her picture but then he knew that he was already captivated by her beauty. Was it fate that brought this 2 lonely souls together or was it a misfortune for the boy to know her?

"Hey zong, I've heard you know many people from XX school, do you happen to know a girl by the name of Chloe?" the boy asked. "Of course. she's my classmate during primary school. why do you ask?" "erm well, it's nothing. I just happen to chat with her over the net and ya so I thought you might know who she is." "Oh ok. Well she's a troublesome girl. anyway don't forget our meeting tonight. I'm calling some of my fren's from XX school hehe, don't be late." "Okok."

That night , the boy reluctantly went out to meet his buddy zong as he knew he wasn't able to chat with Chloe that day. "Hey Jude, what happen to you, why so late then come?" "Erm.. so sorry i got caught in the jam. So... those are your frds?" "Yeah, come let me introduce, this is Melissa, Shirleen, limei and this is....." *Chloe* that name came straight into the boys mind. He didn't have to let Zong introduce. One look at her and he knew that it was her... She was wearing a white top and a pink skirt. She wasn't really a gorgeous girl nor is she a rare beauty, but to the boy, she was his princess, a princess so beautiful that had been captivating him for weeks. those pair of beautiful eyes that can make all soldiers fall on sight. The not-so-long silky hair filled with the smell of flowers. The boy found himself on cloud nine....
To Be Continued...

Monday, March 07, 2005

@ 6:53 PM

had Human com presentation today everything was kinda fine i hope~ had lunch with the peeps at SIM and studied BE at library. lolx was sleeping more then studying then in the cannot take it liao go play bball haha :X oh my was so sweaty when taking the test. now back home so tired but still got hrm to do arghhh. anyway thanx to janice jiaying and oma for the present although i dunno wat isit yet~ :)

feeling the water droplets landing on my face, bits and pieces of memories began to form in my head~ the time seem to stop and memories of the past begin to haunt me again..... IT was 5 years ago when the boy was still 14, an age that all teenagers have to go through, the age where curiosity begins~ coming back from school everyday seems to be a chore as the boy has to spent at least an hour and half to get home~ this became a routine and the boy doesn't have much frens.... The boy started chatting over the net and find "frens" that lead the same as life as him, lonely, sad and despair. But 1 day, the boy happen to chat with a girl, a girl who's school was beside his school, a girl who loves singing, a girl who's gonna change his life.....

To be continued...

@ 1:28 AM

Hmm i have a very sudden urge to note this down not becoz i have nothing better to do but im really need a breather from my current workload, and this has something to do with almost everyone who's gonna read my blog.

have u take a min to realise that everytime when it is near project due date or exams, everyone's nick will tend to be the same? It is either dun take me for granted, or give me a break. can 2 very good frds become enemies over a project? its up to u to decide.

I look into her eyes and felt a tingling sensation in my heart, the words she spoke filled the air with a melodious voice who's power can rock the determination of any warrior. oh how art thee suppose to notice me~

Sunday, March 06, 2005

@ 10:41 PM

everything seems so wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong... it takes mths to accept a person for who he is but only a min to hate him. i learn dat a long time ago but just can't help falling for the same mistake. projects, schoolwork, people, camps, i couldn't seem to manage them well. putting on a mask is difficult, putting on some1 else's mask is even worse. time waits for no man, the wheel spins as the will do. life is full of ups and downs. why does 1 remorse more then they remember the happy stuff.

i couldn't help staring at her from a corner looking at her smile. the smile which makes my heart melts, the sweetest thing any man can long for. a day without her sight makes me feel like a thousand thorns beneath my skin, a smoker without weed, a drunk without a drink.

hmm dun mind this post sorry for the crap.

Saturday, March 05, 2005

@ 5:24 PM

eheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh doing human com now... :P fullstop

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

@ 3:09 AM

hmm haven been posting for almost a week. many tings happened good and bad but i'll not elaborate any. If I've offended any1 some how or another I'm sorry. But I'll not stop telling people that I'm cute becoz I really am so forget that tought :) especially MISS yeti NG! and MR CAI ! and MEL!!!!

Hmmm some pointers friday was talentquest, something bad happened. Saturday was Captain's ball and event day for eden and also KTV with marcus and ml. Bad in the morning fun in the afternoon crappy in the night. Something real freaking bad happened and I'm so pissed with everyone in my house. Never got this angry ever in my life. Sunday.... went to sch to do some idare stuff and had dinner with the peeps at westmall ~

hmm today human com as usual boring after class... something bad happened again and im wondering whether isit my fault again.. haiz seems like bad tings come 1 after another.
Exams are coming, projects are dueing, Army is coming, Life is so boring~ but fret not Benedict will make everyone's life interesting.

zzz wat kinda post is this lolx