Wednesday, December 31, 2008

@ 3:15 AM

Blah had 14hrs of orientation on monday and 3hrs + of bball session just now(tuesday)
whole body aching like mad now... can't imagine how wud i feel when i wake up later... :(

Jun wei's back for 3 mths which means more bball session and KTV!
Hmmm went Adam road to eat after the bball session. Yummy stingray and sotong and Ou lua~
arhh adam has lotsa good food. On our way there Andy keep opening the car window (we were in Junwei's new audi) and screem out "AUDI LEH !!!" lolx trying to "alert" the public.

schools gonna start next week and timetable isn't out yet -.- SIM IS SLOWWWWWWWWWWWWW. gonna enjoy my last week of long holiday and begin my new journey next week :D

Monday, December 29, 2008

@ 12:56 AM

3 days past, pain is not a word anymore to describe how i feel.
Confusion has overwhelmed me... What should i do now?
All plans made be4 has been vanished.

Painted my room today it looks so new so empty so clean now...
feels weired and maybe abit of how im feeling now.
Will be having Orientation and bball session with junwei(&gang) on tuesday
Hope these events will help numb these feelings.

Just hope we can lead a better life after seperation.

can i ?

Sunday, December 28, 2008

@ 3:39 AM

That's it... No more.. it's all over..
3yrs of relationship can just end with a simple sentence...
How frigile isit? It's not even a known problem over time..
It's just a tight slap on the face so fast it hurts... it's like a tsunami coming without warning

Blah... I may not be the best guy in the world, but i do work hard to be a good boyfren
sometimes it's just the time... everything falls wrongly

I'm having the worse xmas and bday for this 2 yrs.....i hope more will not come..

Saturday, December 27, 2008

@ 2:11 AM

Today is a .. I would say... one of the worse days in my life....

3yrs down the road.. just one sentence and everything is gone...
What I've been planning for the past 3 mths... just burst..
Haven't felt so down for a long time.. and yes... its smth i wud rather not feel anymore....

Maybe it's just that I'm not good enuff... I really dunno...
so confuse.. so.. sad... now i noe wats it like to bleed in the heart..

I'm so fail....

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

@ 3:15 AM

Blah had 14hrs of orientation on monday and 3hrs + of bball session just now(tuesday)
whole body aching like mad now... can't imagine how wud i feel when i wake up later... :(

Jun wei's back for 3 mths which means more bball session and KTV!
Hmmm went Adam road to eat after the bball session. Yummy stingray and sotong and Ou lua~
arhh adam has lotsa good food. On our way there Andy keep opening the car window (we were in Junwei's new audi) and screem out "AUDI LEH !!!" lolx trying to "alert" the public.

schools gonna start next week and timetable isn't out yet -.- SIM IS SLOWWWWWWWWWWWWW. gonna enjoy my last week of long holiday and begin my new journey next week :D

Monday, December 29, 2008

@ 12:56 AM

3 days past, pain is not a word anymore to describe how i feel.
Confusion has overwhelmed me... What should i do now?
All plans made be4 has been vanished.

Painted my room today it looks so new so empty so clean now...
feels weired and maybe abit of how im feeling now.
Will be having Orientation and bball session with junwei(&gang) on tuesday
Hope these events will help numb these feelings.

Just hope we can lead a better life after seperation.

can i ?

Sunday, December 28, 2008

@ 3:39 AM

That's it... No more.. it's all over..
3yrs of relationship can just end with a simple sentence...
How frigile isit? It's not even a known problem over time..
It's just a tight slap on the face so fast it hurts... it's like a tsunami coming without warning

Blah... I may not be the best guy in the world, but i do work hard to be a good boyfren
sometimes it's just the time... everything falls wrongly

I'm having the worse xmas and bday for this 2 yrs.....i hope more will not come..

Saturday, December 27, 2008

@ 2:11 AM

Today is a .. I would say... one of the worse days in my life....

3yrs down the road.. just one sentence and everything is gone...
What I've been planning for the past 3 mths... just burst..
Haven't felt so down for a long time.. and yes... its smth i wud rather not feel anymore....

Maybe it's just that I'm not good enuff... I really dunno...
so confuse.. so.. sad... now i noe wats it like to bleed in the heart..

I'm so fail....